working of patiencethis journey seems to go on forever- walking through endless miles of emotions and expectations, i have to ask myself "will i ever get there?"working of patience
two steps forward, three steps back- or maybe that's just my warped perspective,
i stop and think, "is it really worth it?"
my legs are weary and my heart is sick- hope dashes from my grasp, i ponder endless possiblities, "where am i going?"
but one day a ray of light appears- and it would seem that things are better than yesterday, i take in a deep breath and sigh, "thank you, God, for sticking with me." &nbs
the greater goodfrom time to time in life i find myselfthe greater good
within situations that are delicate
and it's so hard to know
the right choice the right direction
one would think that
it would be so obvious so easy
but in this life
all are bound to have trouble and strife often of our own making
where the decisions and choices that are pondered
and made
just don't make any sense to those around you and sometimes even to yourself
but in my heart i'm convinced
its for the greater good
all th
it goes onthe world turns the seasons changeit goes on
time marches forward
babies are born- and die people live grow old and fade away at least for a time
on good days everything makes sense and others questions loom
to love and feel love its what we all crave acceptance
forgiveness
and so it goes on the sun rises and sets the sky clouds and offers its bounty cleansing rain
and when the 2 mix-
a rainbow the promise of lost found the hope of fullfilled dreams life and growth
a
being understoodTo be understood is a life-long goal but all you do is seek to control. We argue about incidents past and you still think our marriage can last?!? What the hell is wrong with you? My heart is battered, beaten, and bruised! Any feelings i have for you at this time Are far from being pleasant, and are often unkind. To hash and re-hash all of this junk Makes me insane, puts me in a funk.being understood
Accept the fate of the choices we made, our life together is over- get on with your day.
I'm Dead, I'm BrokenI'm dead, I'm broken Can't find all the pieces. Shattered heart, shattered mind Broken beyond repair. Left to drown in my own despair.I'm Dead, I'm Broken
Love, Life, Living, These are not so easy Others make it look so But only to tease me
I cannot find the light No matter how I search I fail, never to be right.
I'm dead, I'm broken Can't find all the pieces Shattered heart, shattered mind Broken beyond all repair Left to drown in my despair.
Reaching out, they keep stabbing Keep raping This is my soul they're breaking. &
Deadly LiePain, Rage, Hurt. One of the ultimate betrayals.Deadly Lie
To pretend to give love,
To lie about love,
In such a degree as to..
Make another believe you.. Wholeheartedly.
To give them a dream,
Only to rip it from them,
taking pieces of their heart,
their soul. Almost destroying their life.
Making it harder for them... to trust completely,
to love completely. Making it so they..
doubt themselves,
doubt anyone who says.. "I love you, with all my heart." To lie so believably..
LosingI feel myself losing against the madness I can't say how long I'll last If I will at all. People keep tearing tiny pieces out of me Taking my flesh, Taking my blood, Taking my heart. All those pieces add up over time I can only heal so much So fast. It feels as if soon there will be nothing left. A hollow shell of what once was. No joy,Losing
No happiness,
No love left to give.
Fickle LuckLuck is more fickle than love,Fickle Luck
Just when it seems everything is on the way up, like you might stand a chance,
actually make it. Something knocks the world,
and your feet,
Out from under you completely. Destroys your hopes, your dreams, your faith. Tears everything you thought you had,
from your hands,
your arms,
your heart. And shatters it,
scattering pieces to the winds.
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